And as I bring the aware, Lucid Fire through, I send it, with love, to other people for miraculous healings, and transformations on all levels. I have sent Shaktipat to many people over the years, to raise their Kundalini, bring about large jumps in higher awareness, openings, and visions. I am a visual artist, making a wide array of images, from sensual, to political, to mystical, and whimsical. I don't identify myself only as a healer or teacher, or get stuck in any role. I like to play. I have at times, rather than making my art, I have focused on creating visions for people without the aid of any medium at all. I have focused on healing, using not only a wide variety of physical modalities, but the Undefinable Fire, sent through a conduit that is beyond what the word, "conduit," which exists in a three dimensional context, can describe. It can affect another person profoundly, and the process is full of insightful complexities for me. I would like to share some of what it feels like to do this, and I feel more people could do this than currently realize their potential. While it is very important that raising the Kundalini should be approached only with extreme caution, by experts who have complete control, other forms of transformation and healing are wide open.

When transmitting changes that a person has requested, I perceive him as his larger self, translating into and out of his personal self, with many levels of frequencies, concepts, arrangements of reality. The wider part of him I focus on, the wider my identification of myself must be. Our larger selves hang out together. I feel his essence, from a calm, relaxed place, getting a sense of the person's life organization, what he is ready for, need, have coming in from the future, and the past, affecting him. But the part of me that knows all this doesn't necessarily pass all the detailed information along to my conscious knowledge base. I make decisions from as high a place as possible, many at once. I don't let my conscious mind take charge, but I integrate it.

My abdomen may start suddenly tightening and relaxing, as Kryas take over my body, undulating movements following dramatic flows of energy. I may start panting. I may undulate with sudden force, my breath forced out of me, energy flowing intensely towards the person being healed. The person receiving may let me know that at the moment when he opened to the energies was when I would thrash suddenly. The person is either in front of me physically, or I have turned to conceptually face his being, as I imagine him in front of me. He may be standing or lying down. All through the process, I make careful adjustments in focus of awareness, lighting up one perception of reality after another. That chronology of consciousness becomes the catalyst. Each concept of the world, the self, the divine, the relationship between things, quantum theory is a different energetic pattern, and sharing that in conjunction with holding the essence of the other person in front of me, effects tangible changes, reported to me regularly. Embracing different concepts would move my body in Kryas, undulating it during some of my healing, Tantric, and Shaktipat sessions. Embodying concepts while being a conduit for specific healing would allow me to feel the intense charge go through me, and see the vision of their healing progress. I would often feel as if I were Fire, with flames licking out of me at various frequencies, burning love. The Fire that I become one with can heighten my senses, and tiny movements can direct energy. Sometimes, the energy will circulate within me. Sometimes, I circulate this energy with others, a practice which is involved in Tantra Yoga.

I used to have a magical partner who was living far away in Pennsylvania at the time. We would circulate energy between us, and that would generate a tremendous charge. I would use that to direct transformational energies to him. A funny thing happened one day. I was in Alabama , sending healing to my father, while I was visiting. I decided to employ the circulation of energy within my body to generate healing power. I then tried out a new idea. I would imagine circulating energy with my magical partner, as we had done many times before. So, I was sending the well circulated energies through to my father, and the phone rang. It was my magical partner. Astonished, he asked "What are you Doing?" My kids are making fun of me. They say I'm walking around like Elvis the Pelvis. It's like circles going through me. What's up?"

Made me laugh. And laughter, and not taking oneself too seriously makes it all so much more delightful. Never letting anyone put me on a pedestal, I would combine ridiculous costumes, going into goofy comedic characters, engaging in flights of fancy and making fun of my guruesque role. My goal has been to show others that we are not tied down to mundane rules of existence, but that the world is malleable, and humans are interdimensional. We have abilities to look completely different to others, disappear, appear out of the blue to others in astral form, or physical form, and create changes in people around us with our presence. People have reported me doing these things so often over many years I have a strong sense myself of the lightness of definition of human reality. I never gave the message that I am inherently different, but instead, that the more I work with someone, the more he will be able to do similar things if he works at it with the kind of discipline it requires. I wrote five spiritual books, including Divine Flying, Dancing with the Dweller on the Threshhold of Fire, and Being Turned to Fire: Accelerated Frequency and Initiations. The books taught others how to attain their highest states of awareness. And they contain many testimonials by people experiencing these things.

I hear sounds when I am working with energies to unblock the chakras, meridians, emotional patterns, the physical body, and the spiritual integration. The sounds are various vibrations, sounding something like drumming. The sounds are generally the frequencies of concepts, orientations in the perception of reality. I tune into the sound of the proper ideation and merge myself with the person's essence. The sound, and the cosmic perspective that accompanies it, will resonate with the person and make changes. So it is not the general sense of a conduit that connects us, but two becoming one, consciously, with intention to bring about the highest changes for the soul.

When I send Shaktipat, I become the core, dramatic, Fire itself. I feel my flames lick out all over my being, and when I feel this way, others have often seen something other than woman's. In my place, many people have reported seeing a variety of images, some of which are firey, and some of which take on representational shapes of spiritual archetypes. As a physical molecular being, they may or may not see me there in front of them at the time. Most sessions have been one on one, our eyes closed much of the time. There are no substances involved influencing visions. Many people have opened their eyes to see me in a shape shifted form. Though shape shifting has become most well known with reptilians, I have not taken that shape. Like them, I can move between dimensions. I help others move between dimensions as well, and in both doing that, we can see each other. They would be seeing the types of archetypes that vibrate with the frequency I would be burning at. As a Fire, I would burn my flames in the correct combination and arrangement of frequencies and times to go beyond time. I would hear the sound of the Fire, feel the overwhelming intensity of the Fire, and a kind of orgasmic portal, the manifesting of creation urge, the spewing forth of endless burning light.

Years ago, in a Tantric spiritually dedicated house in Tallahassee , I sent Shaktipat to four people at once. We were all sitting on the floor, with me in the center, the others facing me in a circle. They were some of my students, and I had been opening their channels and ckakras, and such with my transmissions for awhile. This time was a doozy, as I went through the procedure of identifying, evaluating, communicating with, and merging with the intention to transform in specific ways with all the people at once in a very dramatic way. Me as Fire grew huger and brighter, interacting in all directions at once, with great force, a windy Fire fueled by the desire to create jumps in consciousness. Great steps in freedom from the perceived rules of physicality. Great steps in alignment with the conduit of the Universal Spine of the Divine, through the channels that run through our spines. The people around me were feeling various movements of the stirring Kundalini because of our sessions. One fellow was going through weeks of randomly having his mouth open wide, as his throat chakra was developing. As I heated up as the Fire in the center of the room, people began seeing me transform. When their eyes were closed, they would see the visions they needed to see to bring on their respective sudden transformations. They were all strongly touched by the Fire that day. Some were seeing me as a Fire. I got up to go to the bathroom, and it was the only time I looked in the mirror in the middle of being seen to shapeshift. I did not see myself. I felt more as if I were in space, within the center of the Shakti urge itself, that which creates the fire of the stars, and they were moving past me, pulsing out of the moment. In the mirror, I was not there.

Giving Shaktipat can lead us both to thrashing around, often in sync. We may both be moaning, exploring other realms, with intense feelings moving through our bodies and our souls. At times, the energies feel Tantric, and the transformative energies move through my genitals, greatly accelerating their effect, and the fountain of bliss becomes almost unbearable. Some of the most powerful Shaktipat experiences have been with lovers, and Tantric sex would become earth shattering explosions of transformation, and awareness. The energies that can be channeled while making love are far beyond the pleasures of sex, as spectacular as they may be. Tantric sex successfully promotes the raising of the Kundalini, and soul progress, and it is a wonderful time to send these types of energies, as long as you can keep your wits about you, and not be distracted.

Feel the charge between you, allowing for an easy movement of energy. Your senses are already heightened and tuned to each other. If your partner is seeing you with reverence, he will be allowing you to channel the divine wisdom, and he will be actively seeking a sense of increased bliss.

Allow yourself to resonate with the Source Fire, and get a sense of your own larger self. Feel also the sense of your partner's larger self. Feel what you can contribute by resonating with the Source Fire, and with him as well, while keeping the intention of bring him into contact with the specifically needed transformative energies. Make sure you are feeling balanced emotionally, with a smooth connection between your higher self and your lower. Make sure your desires to help are clean, and that you have no hidden agendas, or unresolved issues with your partner. Be one with the Fire, and let the evolution of souls empower you, make you burn brighter. Breathe more deeply, and panting may help stoke the fire. The breath is the key to bringing in more energy. Breathe in light, becoming larger with it with each breath, as you expand your identity. You are the larger light of divine wisdom. It feels fantastic. Keep your diaphragm tight, so that as you breathe out, you don't waste the energy, but pump yourself up with it. You are adding to your light with your breath. Slowly begin the process of turning your eyes upwards, which will even help you see more light behind closed eyes. As you keep pumping up to contain more blissful light, the process of turning your eyes up more will also add to the intensity and start the movement of energy through your central channel that will make you swoon, as you are making love with the energy of the Divine Beloved, as it moves through your body. Be sure not to give away your own energy without bringing through more from the source. As your eyes are upwards toward Shiva, which is said in Tantra to reside at the crown of your head, you can feel the flow of the Source through you. You can feel it come down and the Shakti fire go up from your base. They vibrate as one. You are the incarnated self, as Shakti, the base of your spine. And you are the source, pouring through from above into your conduit of light, which is how the body body feels and appears to your inner sight. Yet the conduit of light within a body is also the spine of the Divine Fire. Feeling this can make the body undulate in Kryas, as if it is flames flickering, dancing.

Let those flames attune themselves precisely and only in absolute perfection to what your partner needs, and go into your partner if they create a delicious feeling in you, surrender to their wisdom, and your partner may begin experiencing unusual sensations of all types. Exquisite movements of sensation can be felt in your body, and subtle movements of the pelvis can morph the genitals into control panels, as you control the flow tangibly through your body and your partner's body. You can feel what it is like to be inside the other person. You can feel what your partner's past, present and future are like. You can feel his specific signature aura is like. And you can feel what the energies you are sending are doing to him. Feel what needs to be done, and then, you sense that being accomplished. Use your will to direct, even your muscles, and breath, but moderate it with surrender.

As new adjustments present themselves to be made, change the concept you identify with. Hear the new sounds of the new concepts, Concepts may present themselves to you as geometrical configurations. The shapes themselves are healing, if you find the right ones. You need to find the right concepts to allow yourself to have the confidence to believe ultra healings like this are even possible, and to believe you will be able to do it without any foibles. New shapes graduate to others, and create you in the format of a more powerful conduit. Send energy through to relieve blockages, or whatever you have decided to focus on. Each person is different in what he gains from these sessions. Talking about it, you will be sharing an incredible adventure in your romance, which will be taking you on a journey into being the Fire together.

You need no partner, though, to experience this, as you can bring forth healing, and transformative energies to the world in whatever way you chose. The more you do it, while making sure you are not draining from your personal reservoir, and remaining carefully grounded in reality, the more powerful your transformative healings could become. The process leads to constant new revelations.

However, if you do not have an excess of vivacity and health, you may not want to devote it to transmitting. You must have large, clear channels that can withstand the heat. Your body needs to be very strong. Muscles are used very precisely, and you need to be toned. But if you are not in the transmitting mode, you may want to seek out people who are, simply by asking for it to occur. I recommend adding to your request that only people who have the benefit of all in mind be drawn to you. Dealing with higher frequencies brings with it many chances to learn discrimination. Caution is recommended. Tuning into people you trust, at a distance, who do such work can often be enough to bring in transformations.

We are all the Fire at some level of awareness. Let's celebrate that. Yahoo!